Sky wears the color of calm… Blue. And it is believed that the sky wears the emotion of peace, but sometimes peace seen on the face is just the mask to hide the fight within… same goes with the sky, sky also posses the different emotions which it unleashes on the right time….
It all begins in the month of January… the coldest month of the year. The sky carries the burden of pain, unsaid feelings to the next year, it is just the matter of one day, between past year and present year. The unsaid, unexpressed painful emotions… pain, agony, anger, it all goes beneath the heart, which kills the warmth of the sky, which makes it cold, dark and harsh. This month is heavy and hard it makes the sky dead inside and cold outside. The more it suffers the colder it gets…
But as they say nothing in this world lasts forever… nothing, whether it be happiness or be sorrow. No matter how painful you are inside, how much harder time you are facing, but a little bit of warmth and love makes you feel a little alive. It doesn’t matter how cold the sky gets, how darker nights are but a little bit of warmth, melts the sky…. Spring… Spring is the month of beauty and love. In the warmth of spring the sky melts down, forgets its pain, it enjoys the depth of love in the arms of nature, trees, flowers, sweetly chirping birds, it all just happens to be break for the sky from its painful emotions. The sky just relinquish its pain for a moment and baths in the beauty of love and warmth of the Spring…
Distraction and Facing have a thin line between them. Distraction is when you ignore the problem, and Facing is when solve the problem. When distraction fades away you again get caught into your real problems. Spring… is a distraction of a very small amount of time for the sky. It does forgets its problems in the beauty of Spring, but when spring fades away it becomes more harder for the sky to deal with it. After the distractions we too become ruthless, as we are so used to it that we forget to deal with the real problems. But if at that moment of time, if you have someone to share, a shoulder to rely… you are blessed…
Sky is blessed with a friend… Earth. Earth distracts the sky with its beauty of Spring, and silently cries with it in Autumn. After all the distractions of Spring, here comes the Autumn… Autumn is the month of friendship, a friend that stands by sky in every situation. Sky is feared to share its pain, Earth silently holds its hands and just gets flown away with the sky in that very moment. Autumn is all about… beauty of the broken, love of the pain, and friendship of standing by. The fallen leaves, says that they are falling with the sky in its every weak moment, the dried garden says that, it also has something left within it, the silent and warm air says , it shares the pain of the sky even if it is unsaid. Earth knows all the days can’t be the happiest, all the problems aren’t solved, all the pains aren’t easy, Earth knows that it cannot be always the same weather, so it shares what she has. Sometimes, just silently standing by someone, holding their hands, crying with them, helps more than talking and is more comforting. The Autumn… does the same it just holds the hands of the sky, and stands by it silently, sharing its every pain…
No matter, how many people or friends stand by you in your weak moment, but they can’t help you if your emotions are unsaid. We all get afraid of sharing our problems, sharing our emotions, sometimes we judge ourselves, and that slower downs our confidence over ourselves, and here is something which feeds on fear… PAIN. Pain is painful if you let it hurt yourself, once you are free of fear, the pain goes automatically. The longer you hold emotions, the longer it holds captive to your own fear, and after a while it will slowly start tormenting you, hunting you…
Earth always has the back of the sky, but the sky needs to face itself. The emotions within , start eating it up, and it cannot cope up with it, and it leashes out in the form of anger, heat… and here comes the Summer. When we are angry or frustrated in that heat of moment we often hurt the people we love, who love us and support us. The sky… in the form of heat, it lashes out all its anger on Earth. But the Earth again bears it silently. Summer is all about the heat, the burning, the pain and the anger. Earth… like a good friend has always been there for the sky, it bears the every last ounce of anger the sky has to lash upon it…
After hurting our loved ones, we experience guilt, the guilt of being rude, intolerable, and insensitive to those who stood by us under every circumstances. We can hurt ourselves, but we can’t hurt our close ones. And that combination of guilt and love makes us weak and vulnerable, that defeats the fear within, and that weakness makes us strong…
After lashing out all the anger and showering heat upon Earth, the sky becomes guilty and that guilt makes it vulnerable. ANGER IS NOT ONLY WAY TO UNLEASH THE PAIN, SOMETIMES OUR HEART JUST NEEDS TO… RAIN. After all the effort of hiding its pain, eventually the sky gives up, it just breaks down in the form of Rain. It takes a huge courage to a blue sky, to endure its darkness and reveal it to the world with a loud noise, it takes a huge courage to let the world enjoy your pain while you suffer, the sky cries out of the pain to let the world enjoy. So relinquish your pain and enjoy the every drop of the water that the black sky showers on you and wash away all your pain and sufferings so that the sky may shine brighter than before and be proud of itself and show you the seven colors of its happiness it feels, after seeing that smile on your face…
While the world enjoys the beauty of the Rain, the Earth soaks every drop of pain that sky has to offer her. STANDING IN SUNSHINE IS EASY, BUT UNLEASHING THE DARK OF OTHERS AND SOAKING IT WITHIN YOURSELF TO PROTECT THEM, TAKES A WHOLE LOT OF COURAGE. And the Earth posses this courage within her. Earth does not only soaks the pain of the sky, but also wipes away every darkness the sky has possesed, it falls in love with the beauty of the purity, calmness and peaceful nature sky is known for.
Earth not only consumes the anger, pain, and tears of the sky, but it also produces the beauty of the nature, from herself with all that darkness she consumed from the sky. The Earth tells the sky, ‘that your darkness is not only about pain, it gives birth to beautiful environment within her, sharing your problems, was the best thing, that made me more beautiful inside out.’
Never give up, we all loose hope, we all lack courage, we all are afraid, we all posses our own darkness within, we all just need to fight and unleash it and unbox the peace and love for our own sake, it just take a little bit of courage and trust over your own people…
But problems are endless, it never ends…every year the cycle repeats itself. There are moments when sky still gets afraid of its pain, where the sky keeps compressing itself, but Earth never gives up, every year she stands by the sky in the silent form of Spring and Autumn, every year it silently bears the heat of the anger of the sky, every year it consoles the sky, and frees it from its pain, Every year…