We all live with a demon inside, demon which consumes your thoughts, has a hold on your action. Somedays you control them, and sometimes you are controlled by them. We never really realise how our demons turns out to be the most persuasive and tempts us to cross every line we have never drawn. What are these demons, which hunt you, haunt you, and renders you incapable of telling right or wrong, friend or foe?

Demons directly strike in mind as fearful and unpleasant feeling or action, but she was nothing like fear and unpleasant, yet she was living with her demons and was controlled by them. It took her years to figure out that her demons were her own emotions! the emotions, where lies the purity, emotions of trust, friendship, love, sacrifice. She never really had thought that someday her purity would turn out be the darkness of her life, and her hearty emotions to be her demons.

She believed in unconditional love, selfless friendship, she wore the beauty of trust and had a heart full of compassion. All these emotions were ruling her life for years, till the day it turned to be her worst nightmare.

The day her overpowering love deceived her, the day her blind friendship betrayed her, her naive heart was fooled and defeated by all her demons. She always had the command of her emotions over her life, but how would she deal without the emotions she was relying on? It was hard for her to fight against her emotions. She was not ready to leave her demons behind. She was now in full control of her demons, the demons where she was not ready to differentiate between the right and wrong, good and bad, friend and foe. She didn’t really realise when her heart turned out be the darkest emotion she ever owned.

Love, friendship, trust, care, these were the elements her life was functioning for years, and it was not easy for her to leave them at once. The emotions had consumed her completely. Her demons were pushing her towards the darkest side of her, she was developing the unwanted urge, where she was not ready to think, she did what she needed to keep her emotions alive, she made mistakes, made wrong decisions, chose foe as friend, loved the betrayer. Under the influence of her demons she was not in senses to figure out what is to be done, and what is to avoided’?

When demons consume your soul completely, your heart is left in darkness and darkness consume your senses, your power over yourself, your command , your control over yourself...

She was facing the same darkness in her heart, the darkness which consumed her so deeply that killed her spirituality…

It was too late when she finally stood up against her demons, she fought against them, but she didn’t realise by the time, she gave much place to darkness in her heart. The darkness which wears the face of fear, loneliness, anxiety, pain, and tears. She fought against her trust, love , friendship and now she is living with her pain, tears, loneliness. But somewhere in her heart there was still some hope left, she couldn’t fight her darkness, but now she helps others to fight there’s.

Demons can be anyone and anything, you just need to have the courage to stand against it before it consumes you…